Never married

I was more than once proposed

More than once loved 

More than once I loved 

Yet never married

Never truly sure about the present nor the future

Nevertheless I always had hope 

Certain that maybe not today but tomorrow will be 

But now that you are no longer around 

I realized that I had you once and now I lost you 

I lost you for another woman 

Maybe even for another family 

I have lost you for real 

I need to let you go 

I need to tear you off from my soul 

I need to say goodbye forever for good and for me 

I need to stop hoping even if that means to go against everything I believe in 

Because it has hurt forever one and I can't bear it 

I can't move on, it hurts so much and I want to be free

I need to be free from your memory 

I need to be free 

I need to say goodbye for God 

I need to forget myself for letting you go 

And moreover I need to be proud of the person I am without you 

I loved you and I lost you 

I had lived with it for a decade now
I think it must be enough 

I want to be happy and for that forgiveness I asked 

Rene I am sorry 

I know you will be happy
You need to be happy 

After all you got married and now I need to move on 

For that I will say goodbye